The Truth About Tigers

occasional musings and free verse poetry, approximately



Subtle Indifference

Have you ever heard a song so breathtakingly beautiful,
that your first thought is tinged with sadness
at the notion that someday,
inevitably, you will depart this world
and never hear it again?

Then, mere months later,
as that same melody
once again drifts from your playlist,
you find your hand,
almost instinctively,
pressing skip,
its once vibrant essence now worn, nearly threadbare.

Time ebbs,
and the song fades from your daily symphony,
forgotten for a year,
maybe longer,
until one day, in the hum of a coffee shop
or amidst the vinyl buzz
of an eclectic record store,
it finds you again.

Abruptly, you’re snatched back
to that initial surge of awe and longing,
the poignant fear of a final farewell.

Chaucer famously claimed
that familiarity breeds contempt.
I’m not sure about that,
but it certainly breeds a subtle indifference,
a gentle forgetting,
a quiet, unintentional neglect,
until a memory, like a long-lost lover,
whispers back into your life,
renewing the once forgotten magic.

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  1. Kate Avatar
    Kate

    For me, some loved songs have fallen by the wayside in the past as well…and then, sometimes find their way back into my heart. But there are some that I’ve listened to over and over for years, and I still feel that same magic every single time. One is “Closing Time” by Leonard Cohan.

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    1. Jake Wills Avatar
      Jake Wills

      I also love Mr. Cohen, and “Closing Time” is a wonderful song. As far as some that still have the same magic for me, “Pale Blue Eyes” by The Velvet Underground, “Visions of Johanna” by Dylan, Mazzy Star’s “Be My Angel, and Jeff Tweedy’s cover of “Simple Twist of Fate” leap immediately to mind as songs, amongst a couple dozen others, that never wear thin.

      Thanks for the comment, and thanks for reading!

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      1. Kate Avatar
        Kate

        Most welcome, Jake!
        Some others for me: “The Sound of Silence” cover by Disturbed, “With or Without You” by U2, “I’d Do Anything For Love” Meat Loaf, and “Stand by Me” by Ben E. King. And, like you, quite a few more. As Dick Clark said: “Music is the soundtrack of your life.”

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